So I decided I need to change things... I've become really bitter about people, about expectations (for myself and from others), cattiness and just society as a whole. I'm sick of trying to please everyone, caring so much about what people think of me. I'm really tired of putting forth 100% in a relationship and getting 25% back. I need to start living for myself and for God, not others. I fear this may make me come off as selfish but then, that would be caring what people think. I need to stop feeling bad about things beyond my control. I have my own life to lead.
Now that nursing school is over, I have no excuse to get into shape. I actually ordered the Jillian Michaels Body Revolution package so I am really hoping it helps me get on the right track. Her 30 day shred, along with running, really helped me so I'm hoping it'll continue (and not kill me).
I'm just sick of trying to make everyone happy and putting myself on the back burner.
