Anticipation of firsts.....

Life is funny... I have so many important events to look forward to in my life but it seems like such a small portion and it'll all probably happen within a few years of each other and then what do I have to look forward to?? ;-) Things like being in a long-term relationship, getting engaged, planning a wedding, HAVING my wedding (and I know everyone can't WAIT for that bridezilla-ish event ;-) ), buying my first house and what it'll look like, how it'll be decorated. Will it have a little white fence, beautiful landscaping, a swing in the tree? The first time I find out I am pregnant, going through the pregnancy, the labor and the delivery, seeing my baby and what it will look like... and then after that, in my mind, it seems like everything else becomes routine. You don't ever get to have that first house again, or that first marriage (hopefully that won't be a worry ;-) ), that first baby. I don't know why I was thinking about this but it's kind of exciting and scary. And I don't want it to be over. I kind of like the anticipation. :-)